tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-198175262011-04-22T05:27:20.071+07:00puellanoreply@blogger.comBlogger181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1139919067194437072006-02-14T19:06:00.000+07:002006-02-14T19:11:07.206+07:00i do really love you<br />i love you with my whole life, body, and soul<br />i can do anything...for you only<br />i never imagine i can love someone this much<br />maybe i love you too much<br />but it is real and true<br />my dear love, i never love someone the way that i love you<br />happy valentine, my everlasting love...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113991906719443707?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1139730945394849802006-02-12T14:53:00.000+07:002006-02-12T14:55:45.403+07:00i feel so lonely <br />all alone<br />what must i do?<br />how should i be?<br />what i feel is just loneliness<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113973094539484980?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1139663983629958262006-02-11T19:11:00.000+07:002006-02-11T20:19:43.663+07:00today.. my tears keep flowing<br />i dunno why<br />lately, i almost never cry <br />i feel my self like a robot<br />doing things as usual<br />but i feel nothing<br />there's something inside my heart<br />something unspoken<br />something that i have to kept <br />something that i can't fight for<br />the truth that i have to deal with<br />it's hard.. very hard for me<br />i try to deal with my self for this<br />at first, i really can't take it<br />then..<br />i dunno how but then it seems that i can go thru that<br />but.. i just realize that i can't<br />what i feel is just emptiness inside my heart<br />that's what i really feel<br />so damn empty<br />till i think i'm just a dead-body that unaccidentally alive<br /><br />how should i walk n go thru this?<br /><br />i'm just an ordinary human<br />i'm not as strong as many people think bout me<br />maybe as you think bout me too<br />i'm not that strong, honey<br />how should i face this?<br />could you tell me please?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113966398362995826?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135228729295296042005-12-22T12:11:00.000+07:002005-12-22T12:18:49.296+07:00what must i do?<br />i dunno<br />it hurts me so bad<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113522872929529604?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135227450221083102005-12-22T11:47:00.000+07:002005-12-22T11:57:30.223+07:00What's the time?<br />Seems its already morning<br />I see the sky, its so beautiful and blue<br />The TV's on<br />But the only thing showing is a picture of you<br /><br />Oh, I get up and make myself some coffee<br />I try to read a bit but the story's too thin<br />Then I thank the Lord above<br />That you're not there to see me<br />In this shape I'm in<br /><br />Spending my time<br />Watching the days go by<br />Feeling so small<br />I stare at the wall<br />Hoping that you think of me too<br />I'm spending my time<br /><br />I try to call but I don't know what to tell you<br />I leave a kiss on your answering machine<br />Oh, help me please<br />Is there someone who can make me<br />Wake up from this dream?<br /><br />Spending my time<br />Watching the days go by<br />Feeling so small<br />I stare at the wall<br />Hoping that you are missing me too<br /><br />I'm spending my time<br />Watching the sun go down<br />I fall asleep to the sound<br />Of 'tears of a clown'<br />A prayer gone blind<br /><br />I'm spending my time<br /><br />My friends keep telling me:<br />Hey, life will go on<br />Time will make sure will get over you<br />This silly game of love you play you win only to lose<br /><br />Spending my time<br />Watching the days go by<br />Feeling so small<br />I stare at the wall<br />Hoping that you are missing me too<br /><br />I'm spending my time<br />Watching the sun go down<br />I fall asleep to the sound<br />Of 'tears of a clown'<br />A prayer gone blind<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113522745022108310?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135226606180973192005-12-22T10:57:00.000+07:002005-12-22T12:02:47.896+07:00when i heard everything that you said that night<br />there's nothing i can do<br />my tears dropped away<br />i have prepare for this worst case<br />but i deeply know that i won't be able to handle this<br />i know that you will tell me that way<br />i know it exactly, even before you talked<br />but i have to admit <br />that there's a piece of hope in my heart, mind, and soul<br />a hope that you'll change everything<br />that you'll decide other option<br />you ever told me before that you'll stay beside me if i asked you to<br />without realize it, i keep that word in my heart<br />i wish<br />i do really wish<br />i wish as much as i don't<br />that's why i never told you about my dreams before<br />i don't want to influence your decision with my problems and conditions<br />i want you to decide trully from your heart<br />i really want to tell you how my dream has changed<br />but i just keep it my heart only b'coz of that reason<br />that's why it hurts me a lot when i heard what you said that night<br />it really is<br />i just know that i'm gonna fall down<br />at that time, i just realize that even i try not to put too much hope to you, but i already did<br />that hope is even bigger than i can expect<br />it hurts<br />really hurts to heard that<br />i want to live with you<br />but..<br />it will never happen<br />never..<br />i just want you to know that i never..<br />never love a man like the way i love you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113522660618097319?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135223740776959832005-12-22T10:34:00.000+07:002005-12-22T10:55:40.786+07:00i had a dream for life<br />to be the best <br />to have everything<br />when i knew you<br />and you asked that question<br />i was also asking my self day by day<br />but as time goes by<br />slowly but sure..<br />i know that i've forget my dream<br />for you.. only for you<br />b'coz it's you<br />i want nothing but you<br />to be with you is all i ever want<br />i can be nobody<br />i may have nothing<br />i may have to work hard<br />i may have to leave everything i have, everyone i know<br />and live somewhere far away<br />to be with you only<br />i never want it before<br />but it has changed, just like that<br />i dunno how and when does it start<br />but this is real<br />this is the truth<br />this is what i feel<br />from the bottom of my heart<br />can you feel it?<br />can you understand?<br />i had a dream<br />and that's you!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113522374077695983?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135063758123884292005-12-20T14:20:00.000+07:002005-12-20T14:29:18.123+07:00i don't want to hear that<br />i can't take it<br />but.. i must<br />i can't stop crying<br />keep on crying<br />my tears fall down<br />can't be stop<br />i don't want to cry<br />i have promise to my self<br />sorry.. but i really can't<br />i have try my best<br />but..<br />it really hurts me a lot<br />..so painful..<br />not just for my heart<br />my soul<br />but my whole life<br />you blow everything up<br />into ashes..<br />after years.. this is what i get<br />..just pain..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113506375812388429?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135063128138685312005-12-20T13:31:00.000+07:002005-12-20T14:18:48.153+07:00i talked to you<br />what i felt since long time ago<br />what i kept for years<br />what kept in my heart<br />with tears that kept flow from my eyes<br />i told you almost everything <br />then.. i asked you to talk<br />to tell me the truth<br />i must know<br />there's silence among us<br />after that, you talked to me<br />you said that it's been so hard for you, <br />not only for me as i always think<br />you said that it also stress you a lot<br />you said you even cry when you can't stop think of me<br />so many things that you talk<br />many things that we talk<br />bla.. bla.. bla..<br />then we got into it<br />the decision<br />you said this n that things..<br />i said please think nothing as its consequences<br />i asked you to be honest<br />not just to me, but to your heart<br />that's the most important thing<br />that's what i wanna know<br />finally..<br />you said<br />it's not me that you choose<br />not me<br />i ask you again<br />the answer not change.. not me<br />so..<br />this is it<br />..the end..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113506312813868531?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135060069373322592005-12-20T12:43:00.000+07:002005-12-20T13:27:49.383+07:00tonight..<br />will you talk?<br />what you gonna say?<br />i can't stop think of it<br />altough i enjoy this moment with you<br />those questions stuck on my head<br />again..n..again..<br />then..<br />i asked you to talk<br />you said let's have dinner first<br />i asked you to promise that you'll kept your promise<br />you were getting mad<br />you yealed on me<br />you said you have told me yesterday<br />that you'll talk bout it tonight<br />why i kept on asking you that<br />you said you have promise<br />why can't i believe in you<br />i was so sad at the moment<br />honey..<br />i have wait for this for long times<br />i can't handle this<br />i wanna know as much as i don't<br />this is really hard for me<br />you broke your promise yesterday morning<br />n did it again in the night<br />what if you broke it again this night?<br />but you yealed like that<br />you never did that to me before<br />please understand my feeling on this<br />please..<br />i cried<br />you said don't cry<br />you said you didn't mad on me<br />you said you just want to enjoy the dinner<br />i can't stop crying<br />dunno why<br />my headache getting worse<br />i felt bad<br />but i decide to wait after dinner<br />i tried to calm down<br />i asked you to have dinner<br />i can't eat, my mouth feel nothing<br />but you pushed me too<br />that's why i try to eat some<br />just bcoz of you<br />hope you understand it<br />i did everything you said and asked<br />only because of you are the one i love<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113506006937332259?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1135057236420208782005-12-20T12:04:00.000+07:002005-12-20T12:40:36.436+07:00we went for lunch yesterday<br />it's nice to be with him<br />it such a wonderful moment for me<br />nothing can be compare to this<br />this is the best i ever had<br />only the two of us<br />doing things together<br />share things together<br />then i went back to office<br />he went window shopping there<br />i told hime not to buy anything <br />just to look around<br />i will join him for shopping after work<br />i said i will accompany him to choose<br />he really did.. he just look around<br />not yet decide which one to be bought<br />i watched him try those clothes<br />helped him choose pants<br />helped him decide the best suit shirt for him<br />choose a shoe for him<br />it seemed really perfect for me<br />i feel more than just happy<br />even i felt not too good, it's just fine<br />i'm OK<br />after finished it all, we went to buy some food for dinner<br />then went back home<br />i felt much worst, getting cold n got headache<br />he hug me n hold my hands tightly<br />it's wonderful<br />really wonderful for me<br />i do love you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113505723642020878?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134966140584870022005-12-19T11:17:00.000+07:002005-12-19T11:22:20.583+07:00dear GOD, <br />i dunno what to be asked to<br />i can't think<br />i dunno what will happen tonight<br />please give me a miracle<br />do i ask You too much?<br />i dunno..<br />but that's all i can ask<br />..miracle..<br />amen.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113496614058487002?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134965806830188362005-12-19T10:25:00.000+07:002005-12-19T11:16:46.836+07:00i didn't want to ask you anything<br />i didn't want to broke our moments together<br />i didn't want to mess everything up<br />but..<br />i have to ask<br />i'm sorry.. i didn't want to, but i should<br />i must know<br />i think i have the right to know all<br />that's why i asked<br />as you said, you'll explain everything to me face to face<br />now.. i asked you<br />but you said you'll talk bout that in the night, not now<br />i can't say anything<br />i beg you to talk but you stand on your decision<br />all i can do is just try to understand<br />i'll wait until night<br />i already wait for years<br />to wait for only some hours, that wouldn't be a problem<br />that's what i thought<br />in the night..<br />i asked you to <br />just as your promise<br />but.. again..<br />you said we still have tomorrow<br />let's talk 'bout it tomorrow<br />i was crying n begging on you<br />but there's no use<br />you lock your mouth<br />not said anything, even a word<br />so.. again.. i have to wait<br />i was looking at you when you fall asleep<br />asking my self.. why should i have this love for you<br />why i love you this much<br />nothing i can do<br />just watched you<br />n so.. i cried<br />deep inside i know your decision<br />i'm not sure about<br />but i can feel it<br />slow but sure.. you made a distance with me<br />you made it so clearly between you and me<br />i dunno whether you realize it or not<br />but i feel it<br />even you're with me now<br />even you stay beside me at this moment<br />i really can feel that 'distance' between us<br />i'm afraid<br />i'm so worry but there's nothing i can do<br />just wait for you to talk to me straight away<br />waiting for your honest<br />deep inside.. i know that i have to prepare for the worst<br />i really have to<br />but.. i dunno how to<br />i know i'm going to lose you<br />i know my heart will be broke into pieces<br />i know i'm gonna fall<br />i have no idea how to face this<br />i just can wait<br />for tonight..<br />i wish..you'll say you'll stay beside me<br />forever n ever<br />even it seems impossible, but i do wish<br />you'll gonna say that to me<br />babe.. please..<br />i'm waiting..<br />for tonight..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113496580683018836?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134962690850452562005-12-19T10:06:00.000+07:002005-12-19T10:24:50.856+07:00yesterday..<br />i picked you up in the airport<br />'lil bit late.. but it's fine<br />the whole day, with you only<br />had lunch together<br />sat on you, hold our hands tightly<br />i'm so happy<br />nothing i can say<br />nothing i can do<br />just look up to you<br />we went for dinner n shopping<br />you chose something for me <br />ask me to chose for you<br />everything seems perfect<br />i do enjoy those moments!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113496269085045256?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134798089502995282005-12-17T12:36:00.000+07:002005-12-17T12:53:43.576+07:00i love you</span><br />that's all i know</span><br />love you so much</span><br />like or dislike, i have to admit it</span><br />coz it really is</span><br />i try to deny it</span><br />i try to runaway from it</span><br />but it still...</span><br />love you!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113479808950299528?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134797805969830602005-12-17T12:25:00.000+07:002005-12-17T12:36:45.976+07:00i miss you<br />miss you badly<br />you've been here for 3 days<br />but you have no time for me at all<br />am i still there?<br />...in your heart?<br />do i still have a place in your heart?<br />i have asked you so many times<br />but.. you never really answer it<br />why?<br />why don't you tell me the truth?<br />i am waiting for you<br />it's been years<br />isn't it enough?<br />i wanna know the truth<br />i dunno either i am ready for the worst or not<br />but..<br />maybe that will be better, to know the truth<br />i think i deserve it<br />so... please be honest..<br />to me...<br />and to your self<br />i dunno what's your decision<br />but i am here... waiting ...<br />..for you only..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113479780596983060?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134797085997619132005-12-17T12:21:00.000+07:002005-12-17T12:52:20.140+07:00i have no idea where you are </span><br />try to call you many times</span><br />but there's no answer</span><br />you can't be reach</span><br />where are you?</span><br />do you remember someone's waiting for you?</span><br />do you realize it?</span><br />why don't you let me know where you are?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113479708599761913?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19817526.post-1134444279756856252005-12-13T00:21:00.000+07:002005-12-13T10:24:39.763+07:00i tried to call you <br />so many times.. since last nite<br />but there's no answer<br />where are you actually?<br />what are you doing?<br />why don't you reply my message?<br />i miss you honey<br />miss you badly!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/19817526-113444427975685625?l=youaremylove.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>puellanoreply@blogger.com0